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What’s your AOL?
Do you wanna hang out after school
We’ll hit the towns
After we’ll hide out in my room
Put on Snow Patrol
Because we are all we have
Life is simple now
No substance abuse or scary sex
My life
It’s the greatest movie of all time
I want my mom
Dangerous noise from a headache
What voice is real?
I don’t think anyone will believe me
Early psychosis
Handshake with the Zoloft
I ran past the mirror to the shower
And cried for being a wallflower
My life is the greatest movie of all time
My life is the greatest movie of all time
It's the greatest movie of all time
I’d see it again
And again
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2. |
Hi I'm Andy
02:22
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so you haven’t heard of them?
cutting off your friends left and right
loving me depends on how you’re feeling that night
this is a joke
i am done with your sh+t
i gave you enough, you lose
maybe some day everyone will wake up
take what they deserve
socially inept
not an introvert
where are my friends tonight
25 mg not enough for me
this sh+t needs to feel like chains that hold me down
and another day laughs at you
for a change you asked to lose
a change that i did choose
but then i look at the news
covid 19 in a flaming fever dream
where is my god tonight
i fear an open mouth that wields perspective south of moral ground
in fact, everything’s conditional
everyday is another chance
everyday is another chance
everyday is another chance
everyday is another chance
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3. |
Autopoet
02:29
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i don’t really need to know
who you’re sleeping with
it’s a wall from me to you
call it a friend’s request
i am all for none of this sh+t
i am done, i don’t miss it
i think i trust one person that’s it
and she pre+ordered a fit bit
yeah, you’re brilliant to yourself
you’re an autopoet
well just an autopoet
while my friends are out
chris, i know you saw it
while we were downtown
i’m on autopoet
while my friends are out
bev puts on vampire weekend
to clean her room, while my heart appends
there won’t be anything tinned
to my eyes, i’ll just unpin
and enough to see
while i’m getting antsy
nothing stay empty
i’m a torn up twenty
yeah, you’re brilliant to yourself
you’re an autopoet
well just an autopoet
while my friends are out
chris, i know you saw it
while we were downtown
i’m on autopoet
while my friends are out
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4. |
Healer
03:51
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So I'll put down the bottle
Save it for future denial
I'm not scared, I'm terrified
I'm your horse without that bridal
Healer, she knows me
She knows me
Save her, I know her
She knows me
But like, have you even seen her?
No, but I met her one time
And you haven't like, seen her since then?
I mean we keep messaging a little bit, but like, yeah I haven't seen her since then
Paranoia, she won't leave your mind
It annoyed ya to be with your own kind
Fears the cold, winters warming up, these thoughts won't back down
But look what I found
Healer, she knows me
She knows me
Save her, I know her
She knows me
She knows my name
She knows my name
She knows me
She knows, she knows me
Do-do-do-do
Do-do-do-do-do-do
Do-do-do-do
Do-do-do-do-do-do
I don't care
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5. |
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For this to work, you have to
Take an interest in me
And I'll call you up
It's not enough
I don't have the same dedication
You're a step above me
Right in front of me
Chasing you
Chasing
Chasing you
Chasing you
For this to work
Sacrifice the bleak
Find your own way here
And see if they will meet
You'll call me up
Talk enough
It don't work
If you don't lift off your feet
Find your own way here
Time will shake your hand
You won't sink in the sand
Cause you will find your way
Human being, can't you see?
You won't sink in the sand
Shake my hand, you will
You will
Find your own way here
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6. |
Sertraline
04:09
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I know a vice is a voice
But you're just lazy
I'll finish a bottle
If you call me crazy
In a matter of time
We were changing
Into what we before
Would have called a mishap
I assure you now
That this is the right you
It just wasn't what I called for but hey
I'm breathing
Oh yeah
From the sertraline
Shake my hand
I can help you out
And at the same time
I'll be helped out too
So I'll just try
I'll work at this job
I'll fix my relationship
I'll call her everyday
But pessimism
Got the better of me
I hallucinate
So I just medicated
To assure myself
That I am the right me
I just don't have
The feelings to keep me
Breathing
Oh yeah
From the sertraline
Oh no, oh my
I wanna be there for you guys
Oh no, oh my
I can't be there for you guys
Sometimes
I don't feel like a human
I guess that's why
I relate to Truman
But there I go
Oh yeah
From the sertraline
Know how bad it was
I didn't know how bad it was
If you'll have me
I'll hold you
You can cry if you want
If you'll have me
I can hold you
It never should've happened
Never should've happened
I can hold you
Let me know
I shouldn't know you
I shouldn't know
I shouldn't know you
I shouldn't know
I shouldn't know you
I shouldn't know
I shouldn't know you
I shouldn't know
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7. |
You've Got Mail
03:07
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I really shouldn't say this
But I’m gonna say it
You never listen
I won't bother fixing it
There's a list of what wastes my time
Babe, you’re on the top of it
Jesse called me a sexy bitch
So I'll try to work with that
Guess I can live with that
Try to work with that
I wanna bite someone
I think I'm gonna bite someone
Probably falling short
I hate losing, I don't know
In a time where I reside to speak
You over shoot my low
Overestimated me
And my battery for you
I could try to satisfy what I need from you
What do I need from you?
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8. |
World Wide Web
03:32
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We're going through some crazy changes
Lots to work for love
State of mind elevated
To crazy coked out nights
These are things I wish you'd said
Cold and alone, you always look dead
Jesse gave me a way out
A webcam to our freedom
Turn up the gain to dial me out
I wish you said bye
I wrote the changes
So I took the chain off you
Burning through the phases
I like to look through you
These are things I wish you'd said
Cold and alone, you always look dead
My sister gave me a way out
A webcam to our freedom
Turn up the gain to dial me out
I wish you said bye
Wish you said bye
I wish you said
Wish you said bye
I wish you said
Sitting around on your phone
Looking at pictures of nudity
New light
We're going through some crazy changes
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9. |
Andy2008 is Online
04:15
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It takes a lot
For me to budge
A favor from me?
It's too much
I ask of you
You ask me too
We dial up in limbo
We just
Andy's at it again
End of the conversation
Is the end of the bottle
Stop using people to get high
Just cause you're screaming
Doesn't mean you're right
I'm an idiot
If it wasn't clear
Love on the web
Why'd I yell at you?
My stupid jokes
Sorry
I won't try to make you laugh again
I'll just
Raising your voice
Well, no going back from that
I haven't heard from you in days
I just wanna hear
You've got voicemail
You've got pictures
You've got mail
But you said
"Goodbye"
Oo, oo, oo, good bye
Oo, oo, oo, good bye
Oo, oo, oo, good byе
Oo, oo, oo, good bye
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10. |
Beverly is Away
03:42
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Some days feel like a dream
Back when I wasn't clean
I know you're not what you seem
But Bev you're all I need
I know I'll be fine
When Beverly's online
I won't lean in for a kiss
Cause I don't think you want this
But I don't need to have you now
It's not your job, and I won't lie
You know I'll be fine
When Beverly's online
She's been away (She's been away)
You know I'll be fine (When Beverly's online)
She's been away (She's been away)
You know I'll be fine (When Beverly's online)
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